It's the power distribution for two circuits of 220, one circuit of 110 and one circuit of 24VDC as well as one filter, one 24V power supply, three fans and six servo amps. It's what's downstream of this. Fuck. 30-odd days from "rejected design" to "wired." That's both impressive and depressing.
In just over a week we'll be the proud owner of our first home! Super excited. It's really fun, even though it's stressful. Boxes are a rising invasive species in our apartment at the moment. I have the luxury of taking 5 weeks PTO to move and take a quick break in southern France mountains. (My comp is such that I get 6 weeks per year and can buy up to 4 weeks extra for less than my day rate. I also learned today that I get two extra days PTO just for moving! It's generous, even for Europeans, as my SO is less lucky.) Now that I'm one of those lucky millennials with a home ("in this economy?!") I get to bother myself with problems like the imminent gas crisis. I'm still on the fence whether I want to prep and buy heaters. The new variable price energy contract I have to take has rates that are 422% of what they were a year or two ago (3.38 instead of 0.80 euro / m3). I'm expecting them to rise to 5 or 6 euro. Ideally I'd renovate my house to be full electric and maximize solar. Getting any contractor now however is nearly impossible and they're all going for "fuck you we're busy" rates. Heat pumps have waitlists of over a year in some cases too. So this winter there's probably only room for low hanging fruit improvements.
I changed my home from oil heat to a heat pump system, and it is FANTASTIC. The heat pump system costs less to run than the FAN on the old oil-based system!! The savings are incredible. And, added bonus, the heat pump is both a heating and cooling system. And since Seattle now regularly has weather over 90 degrees in the summer (this NEVER used to happen), the cool air is a real blessing. If you can go for a heat pump, do it. No regrets here.
What make and model did you get? I find it really hard to find details on heat pumps, especially whether they'll be effective in a climate that can get really cold. It seems like they're being marketed in the southern US but not northern where I am. My furnace and A/C are both up for replacement. Now would be the time.
Instead of selecting the system I wanted, I selected the company I wanted to use. They came in, checked our needs, assessed the airflow and square footage of our house, and then they made the recommendations for the system to buy. We wound up with the Daikin heat pump in the attic with ducting into the upstairs bedrooms and bathrooms, and then two split-mini units in the common areas (living room upstairs and rec room downstairs) to allow us specific zone controls across the bedrooms and living areas. Heat pumps are not often used in extreme climates, simply because they use the ambient air temperature, and add to or subtract from it. There are various (unsourced) claims that heat pumps are only good for a 40-degree change from the ambient temp. So if it is -20 outside, the heat pump is only going to get you up to 20 degrees inside. Or if it 120 outside, it's only going to get you down to 80 indoors. This is why I'd find a reputable local HVAC contractor and have them suggest the right solution for your location, home, and needs. There are a lot of variables that you can spend a long time learning... or just work with a pro who already knows this shit, and knows what works and what doesn't in your area. (And who has a good reputation for long-term service.)
...and they might have old stock from a mis-order sitting in the warehouse that they can make fit. We have been told by a number of HVAC companies that the furnace we have is twice the size we need, and that we paid basically salvage prices for it. On the plus side? It fuckin' moves some air. On the minus side? I know I need to change the filter when it stops oilcanning the plenum. whump WHUMP
Read some of the articles at https://www.energyvanguard.com/blog/ . A lot of the math details are missing but the concepts are well explained
We have a Lennox. It’s ok but not perfect. The pump has a tendency to freeze a lot of ice up on 40 degrees high humidity days and stops being effective around 20 degrees. You need good wide large ducts on your pump or it won’t work well. That’s key the heat pump needs to circulate a lot of air as delta t is small so you need to push high volume to compensate.
Therapy has been going well so far. I've had two sessions the guy I'm working with seems to be pretty good. A huge difference between this guy and the last one I tried, so I'm really hoping it goes well. A friend pointed out it's less than one month before classes start. In that time I have: IRB submission for my thesis, a conference during which my team is doing a poster presentation, a 14 hour one way drive home, a week and a half there, and then the return drive. 2-3 day drive depending on timing and how my girlfriend is feeling (COVID recovery is not going well), preparation for classes to start, my girlfriend returning after 2 months abroad and working to improve that relationship which distance has not been kind to but we've both discussed and are still fully dedicated to working through everything, and absolutely no time to relax for myself. So it's been stressful. And it's not going to stop anytime soon. I'm beyond ready to be done with grad school and feel like I have a life again. Money, free time, less stress. I miss the real world. And since I know you're curious, yes it's the same picture as the last time I had to #bootlegpubski and it's from the moonshining subreddit /r/firewater. I really want to get into home distillation to feed into my gin obsession and really play around, but it's federally illegal and homie don't play that game so it's really just living vicariously through the people who post about it online.
I have a meeting with an “executive training coach” tomorrow, whatever the fuck that is. It’s not for me. It’s for my company’s COO, who’s apparently trying to better her leadership skills. She asked for candid interviews with a few of her underlings so that this coach can give her feedback, apparently under the auspices of confidentiality and immunity. The thing is she’s a complete and total sociopath. Long before I started working for her she told me, and I am quoting verbatim, "I have no empathy." This is a woman who will do shit like send you negative Slack messages while you're in the middle of a presentation. Or wave her hand in your face and say (yell, really), "MY TURN. I'M TALKING. STOP." A former colleague, who she considers a good friend though the feeling is far from mutual, says that "She will never do or say anything that doesn't directly benefit her." All this is to say that I'm torn between lying and telling the truth. Lying is the easy thing to do. It's also the cowardly and non-productive thing to do. Telling the truth is the brave and potentially productive thing to do. But. Lying brings me no potential pain, and telling the truth puts me in a really sensitive position should this "coach" relay to her what I had to say (there are like 4 to 6 of us doing this...it won't take 2 minutes of figuring to guess who said what, all other things equal). My gut from the start has been saying "LIE, LIE and LIE SOME MORE." But I've shifted into a mode of the extreme opposite. Just tell the unvarnished truth and let the chips fall where they may. Honesty is what she asked for. Not sure I can be held responsible for any fallout. I already talked to my direct boss (the company's CSO), and he's planning to lie like his job depends on it. I think I'll gamble and hope it doesn't come up snake eyes.
The safe and reasonable thing to do is couch your answers in the form of "I have felt that our interpersonal communication is best when X." "My interactions with her go better when Y." "I am motivated when Z." It may not be a trap. It smells like a trap. I once had to go take a drug test in order to do a site visit at the Experience Music Project, if you believe that. Then we didn't end up doing the site visit. Now - was that my fundie promise-keepers all-the-Left-Behind-books-on-her-shelf-at-work boss trying to figure out a neat way to unhire an atheist? Or just one of those things? I also spent two weeks leading an "efficiency consultant" through all the things I did on my job only to get fired on week 3. Now - was that them trying to figure out how to help me out more only to discover they couldn't retain my position? Or were they a bunch of shitheads taking notes so that the cheap person they hired to replace me wouldn't eat utter shit? We'll never know, I just know I had to console the consultant because she burst out crying as I explained to her the fact that I knew how to do my job because I'd done it for years and that the only way you learn how to do it is by doing it. Either way, they laid me off and lost $25m worth of business within six weeks so fuck 'em. for I am a scorpion. It is my nature. Trap or no trap, the thing to recognize is that when someone tells you this person will never do or say anything that doesn't directly benefit her, believe it. Your every answer needs to be in the form of "how does this help COO" "how do I phrase this so it does not hurt COO" "what can I say that will never come back and make me a target of COO." Palace intrigue is no time to grow a conscience. If you wish to remain in the palace, you avoid the intrigue. If you didn't hatch it, the only role open to you is "collateral damage."
Sage advice. Much appreciated. My growing a conscience angle may have more to do with a wish to get fired in a way that allows me to collect unemployment, so I’m not the only self-serving bastard here. Whole ‘nuther topic, but I’m working on a new business, and my wife is utterly opposed to me living off savings for half a year or so. Which I understand, but it requires me to more or less lie to my current company. I call it a side hobby since I’m not getting paid. They would call it a second job. But you’re 100% right. Diplomacy is a strong suit of mine, so I’ll figure a way to deploy it gracefully.
I'd lie. If it doesn't impact me at all, I'd lie. I have a similar kind of boss. She told me day one that she struggles with "maternal feelings". At the time I took it to mean she wouldn't coddle me, and I felt that would be fine as I don't want to be coddled. But in the past year I've learned she will 100% go to bat for herself, and will ignore anything and everything that doesn't impact her. She'll have these massive projects for someone of her station to be handling, and delegate everything she can to me, and reap the rewards of my hard work. She'll book meetings, then not turn up. She'll book meetings with big, important people, not tell me, then chastise me for not being there and "making her look like an idiot". Everything is about her image, and her brand within the organization. Thankfully her image is kind of ruined as people above and below are now wondering why on earth she got the role in the first place. She asked me to be an observer for her Belbin role test thingy, and I lied entirely, to just say what she expected to hear. Thankfully, I've learned an awful lot from her. It's just been by watching her behave and learning how not to do something. My organization has an incredible amount of lateral movement, so I can still climb the ladder, but wow it's been a learning experience dealing with someone like that.
I've read enough books about enough different things to start having original ideas. One of the things made clear in Jon Ronson's The Psychopath Test, Ariely's The Honest Truth about Dishonesty and Yuval Harari's Sapiens is that sociopaths do really goddamn well at capitalism. The competitive nature of the economic system combined with the penalties assessed by loyalty and ethics mean that those with none of the prerequisites of humanity are better at being inhuman. And one of the things made clear by a dozen and a half books on economics is that capitalism does better for the general sweep of humanity than any other economic system, but that left to its own devices it fosters brutal inequality. The Chicago School has argued for 70 years that "brutal inequality" is not the problem of the economic system, because the economic system is not society. That's something that sets Chicago School economics apart from any other theory that came before - the idea that the participants in an economic system owed nothing to the system. The result has been a system in which psychopaths become bosses. Full stop. The Peter Principle was half right - people rise to the level of something. I don't think it's incompetence, though. I think it's viciousness. You rise to the level where you're meaner and more cunning than the people below you, but not as mean and cunning as the people above you. Which is not to say that sociopathic managers can't choose to be humanitarian, and many do. But we all have an ethical line we won't cross on principle. The more sociopathic you are, the better you are at pretending your line is closer to humanity. Add in a little Jonathan Haidt, and conservatives have an advantage: they can dissociate anyone not from their tribe from humanitarian considerations. A liberal member of the Nazi party is going to have problems with Krystallnacht because they can empathize with the Jews. A conservative member of the Nazi party knows down to their very bones that they will never be Jewish and that Jews will never be humans. That's Union Carbide, Nestle, BP, any multinational you care to name. Your boss has risen to the level where she can't support her schemes, so you're stuck with her evil. I'm sorry. That's the sort of shit that makes me very happy to not have a boss.
A depressing read! I agree though, she certainly fits the bill. She hosted a dinner at her place last year, when she came on board and wanted to help her team be cohesive (She manages us 6, each of us 6 manages a team of 10-12). All 6 of us arrived, bringing a potluck dinner etc. It went fine, we talked, laughed and had some drinks. Her husband is nice, but very reserved. It wasn't until afterwards that I put words to how I felt. I messaged my colleague that something felt off about the house. Colleague responded immediately "It felt manufactured. She had nothing that was 'her'. It was like a real estate agent had come in and prepped the house to be seen as modern and inviting, but it had no fucking warmth". She was right. I'm yet to see a lick of personality from my boss, it's always whatever she thinks people want to see, or need to see. Apparently she plays in a band, but the instrument changes from conversation to conversation. She enjoys clay bird shooting, but has brought it up once in conversation and never again in the 18 months I've known her. Sure people can enjoy hobbies and not talk about them, but the number of interests mentioned in passing is staggering. It's.. Wild, man. Truly wild. Plus! As you've articulated, this is commonplace in those roles. My next step is into that exact role, and I am nowhere near vicious enough. I got promoted because people know I care about them and they trust me but I do genuinely worry I'll have to sacrifice some of 'me' to make it at the next level. I will try, but I don't have high hopes. If I could 'create' for a living, I would.
I'm actively working on that. The main reason I took the job I'm in is because I knew enough about science to do what I wanted to do, but I knew fuckall about how to run a drug company successfully. It's entirely a quid pro quo from my perspective. And thankfully I have learned a lot and I'm now on the verge of making my own business. Raising a little cash, which is a little tough in this environment, but I don't need much to start out. I'll be boss-free by the spring if all goes well.That's the sort of shit that makes me very happy to not have a boss.
Here's another angle to consider: Lying does her a disservice. Maybe she is trying to improve. The coach help that happen without your candid feedback. I've been through these types of executive coaching things before, and the coach won't share each interview with her; the coach will share aggregate findings across all interviewees. They will call out specific phrases, but in relation to a specific topic. So the Coach will say things like, "Your team has found you to be quick to decide on a course of action, even when other ideas haven't been fully fleshed out. They say, 'she's a quick decider, but does so without all the facts'." The first part of the sentence is an aggregation of the feedback, and the second part reinforces the coach's point with a direct (or slightly edited) quote. Be straight with the Coach. Tell the truth. They will decide what to do with the responses they get, and how much weight to put on each individual's responses. Who knows ... they may choose not to use your feedback at all, if it is too far divorced from the other responses. Lying always comes back to bite you eventually. In this case, you could lie and wind up with an emboldened boss who thinks she and her techniques are perfect, or tell the truth and wind up with a boss who actually improves and becomes easier to work with.
Given a choice between "doing the sociopathic boss a disservice" or "putting your neck on the line in case the sociopath has suddenly become altruistic" I'll do the disservice every time. If she is trying to improve, "I can't get a good read on your underlings because no one trusts you" is actionable enough.
Ok, so here's a major plot twist: She got shit canned over the holiday weekend. Supposedly this whole thing started because a woman who quit because of all the abuse she'd taken over the years went to HR about it, and apparently HR wasn't too happy with these interviews. Did not see that coming. goobster
Ever seen this movie? It's kinda cute? You don't have to watch it. All you need to know is that it's one boy's attempt to get through life in the middle of The Blitz, one of his biggest worries is school, and that the movie ends the exact same way as the trailer. "It was a stray bomb! Thank you, Adolf" has, since 1987, been my personal favorite expression for kismet. (today I learned it's a John Boorman. No wonder it's so goddamn weird.)
... and then lose your healthcare because you have to find another job. Personally, at this point in my life, I'm more inclined to take a job if it lets me keep my current Kaiser HMO. Don't really care what the job is, anymore. I just want the good quality healthcare.
I just defaulted to what I usually default to, which is the truth delivered in a way that has as little sting as I can. I led with all the good things I could think of, which to be fair, this woman has a lot of assets. Very bright, very competent decision maker, very knowledgeable about disparate topics. But then I just spoke my mind, while also offering specific examples of why I had the perspective I did. I did not, however, say that she once told me she doesn't have any empathy. I thought that was a bridge too far and would only look like I had an axe to grind. My sense talking to the coach was that the point of the exercise is truly to engage with one's strengths and weaknesses, so I wanted to live up to that. What I didn't do was say, "She's a heatless bitch who would shove her own daughter in front of a bus if there was a reward to be reaped." But what I did say was, "Sometimes she appears to lose sight of the fact people need to feel heard and respected before having their ideas dismissed. And her failure to sometimes do that has probably cost us at least two and maybe three good employees." Too early to tell if there will be any fallout, but the coach was highly insistent that nothing identifiable will get back to her. We'll see.
I approve this Pubski. I was off-the-grid at the family cottage. It was quite literally a detox. I can feel my brain recalibrating after days unplugged. I have a love/hate relationship with the internet and technology. At this moment I resent my inbox and my phone and my computer. I feel like I am two different people: one that likes to code and keep up on the latest tech and imagine the future, and one that likes to tool around in the country and sauna and dip in the lake and read books and whittle. I do not like to mix the two. I need to make Pubski a cron job before this time next year.
I power-washed, sanded, and stained my deck. Now I need to replace two boards, and buy/install the spiral staircase before our "rugby friends get-together" house party on the 14th. Bought a very modern, but very old school, Fiskars bladed push mower for my lawn, and I utterly love it. Push mowers are something I like very much because of their build quality and simplicity. I also don't have a big lawn. But this thing is cool. The wheels are slightly inside the blade, so it cuts all the way to the edge of the wheels. It also has a cover on it that throws the cut grass back in front of the mower, so you run it over AGAIN and basically mulch it. Super simple to operate, and very effective... when you use it once a week or so. It won't cut grass over 6-inches high, so you need to get out there and cut the grass now and then before it gets too high... but even a month of neglect won't have you reaching for the weed whacker. In my garden things are going BONKERS. I have daisies that are as high as my chest, and each one of the five plants has about 50 blossoms on it! The lilies have come up and are beautiful. The raspberries and strawberries are putting out a lot of delicious fruit. The tomatoes and squash plants are THRIVING and are going to be abundant this year, I can tell already. And even the Crocosmia I planted THIS SPRING are beginning to put out buds... about two weeks after everyone else's are in full bloom. It's lovely. And I love being the suburban dad, standing out there in my shorts, watering my plants. Makes me happy....
Turkish license plate, with Mediterranean flora, and a taxi stand sign like you'd see outside of a small airport, bus station, or train terminal. So I can nail it down to ... Turkey, on the north side of the Bosphorus. Probably the Mediterranean side of the peninsula, rather than the Black Sea (or Sea of Marmara) side. That's my guess... (Oh. And I just noticed the "Exit" sign in Turkish - Cikis - on the far left of the image. So yeah... a Turkish transit station of some sort on the Mediterranean northern coast.)
Sakarya (on the license plate) is a place east of Istanbul, so I'm putting my money on somewhere east of Istanbul. But that feels a bit like cheating. I love GeoGuessr. I'm surprisingly good at pinpointing/recognizing/recalling any location I've ever been to, and I'm also quite good at spatial reasoning/deduction. So it's fun to play that game with my SO just to have her go "how on earth did you know that".
The car may be from east of Istanbul, but I feel like the plants/trees are much more Mediterranean, and east if Istanbul it gets pretty dusty/dirty/deserty pretty quickly... and the car has a lot of that dust/dirt on it from the desert ... but the other cars in the lot do not. That curved front of the building is really key ... it's an architectural curiosity that should be easy to find ... but I'm not finding it anywhere ...
