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Swedish teen who definitely does not do IB. Likes writing, music, computers, politics and many other things. Blogs never. if I'm hiding somewhere.

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swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Happy New Year!

Gott nytt år!

A day late, but still, 364 days for the wish to apply to.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: December 12, 2018

I had a goal on goodreads to read 52 books this year. I am at 48 now. I don't think reading with the mindset of reaching that goal is the best mindset to have, but on the other hand missing the goal by just a few books would be very annoying. And reading instead of mindlessly scrolling through social media is an improvement. I will probably set the same goal next year.

I have started getting portal submissions approved in ingress now. Which is very nice. It is a great feeling to have contributed to my local PoGo community. (And nice to be appreciated for creating a Pokestop nearer someones house.)

So, well not that much has been happening. I am having a nice time though, so that is what counts.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: November 21, 2018

Well Sweden had an election in September, and still no new government. It made me think about how long I've on and off been on hubski, because in 2014 when the situation was pretty much the same I remember talking about it here.

I'm maybe getting civ 6 today, largely because Queen Kristina might be in the new expansion, and I really want to play a Sweden lead by her. (I mean it is not just because of an unconfirmed rumor about leaders, also because the new expansion includes a lot of the things that I would miss from Civ 5). Thankfully there is a demo and I'll be able to find out if I like the gameplay as is.

It says a lot about the excitement levels of my life that that is something worth mentioning. But hey, I quite like that. An enjoyable everyday life is worth more to me than doing lots of exciting things often.

I'll (hopefully) reach level 10 in ingress on Monday. That is significant because then I can send in portal suggestions, and those will be stops in Pokemon go, and maybe trigger gyms and... It feels like an achievement ok?

My DnD group is wrapping up our second adventure today. i feel a bit sad about it, we'll go on a small break, and I like playing DnD on Fridays. It's a really nice way to start the weekend, and we've been doing it since March so it feels like a tradition now. We'll keep going though once our DM as read up on the new adventure, so it isn't really that big of a deal. More like the excitement of finishing being overshadowed by it meaning no getting to do it for a few weeks. I have promised to make an anniversary cake once we've been playing for a year, and right now it feels like we are going to reach that milestone.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: November 21, 2018

Well, if your acquaintance was interested in you, and wanted you to be into him, then it feels quite natural that he would interpret signals that pointed to that being true. Still very weird if he got angry about it though, as hard as being wrong in that situation is.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: October 10, 2018

I'm playing a lot of pokemon go and ingress. It is not the most productive of things to spend my time on, but it gets me moving and it gets me outside. I am getting to know the local community of players as well and they are really nice.

I have done my first instances of being a theater-school leader. I am a leader together with two other people who are more experienced than me, which is nice. It makes me feel like I always have someone as backup, and could sit in a corner and fetch stuff if I don't feel confident about bossing the kids around. It is less scary than I thought it'd be, and hopefully I'll grow into the role more. On Saturday we are going to spend a few hours learning about being a leader and hopefully I'll be more confident after that.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: October 3, 2018

That is a very good point. I think why I set that goal was that I had in some ways stagnated in my swimming. I was swimming 1km every time and I didn't really think that was good enough exercise. And well, this year I am still mostly swimming 1km each time and then calling it a day. A better goal to have would perhaps be to "challenge myself more when swimming". That one is harder to procrastinate on as well.

I am so often amazed by what a maze the US political system seems to be. I voted for the first time last month. I got my voting card in the mail, (without having to ask for it). I brought it to my designated polling place and stood in line for a bit. I voted. I could also have gone to my local library and voted, any day of the week, for like a month prior to the election.

The fact that voting seems to be such an ordeal in america is fucked up.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: October 3, 2018

I think I am going to miss one of my goals this year which was swimming 1000 m freestyle without stopping. I base this assessment on the fact that it is October and I haven't really been working towards it. I should start working on it though, it might still be possible.

Swimming is nice in that it is hard to injure yourself even while doing things wrong, and in that it is self correcting to a certain extent - you can kind of feel what gives you more forward motion per stroke.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: September 26, 2018

I've had a period of "I need to take care of myself better" recently. I am new at this "being an adult" thing, and not being someone else's responsibility feels a bit strange. But it is also quite nice, being able to independently decide what will make myself fell better, what will make me relax, what I need to feel better in the long run... It makes me feel competent. And competent is one of the main things I aspire to be.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: September 26, 2018

Clutter can be really aesthetically pleasing in my opinion.

swedishbadgergirl  ·  link  ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: September 26, 2018

I've had a bad week mental health wise. I bad month mental health wise really. And it's fine, I've rearranged my life to the point where I can take time off without falling behind and then having to catch up and without having to justify it in detail. I have access to healthcare.

It still sucks though.

And I am feeling way better than before, a year and a half ago I was in a really dark place. Now it's more like light gray. It sucks but not a lot. I still go swimming and go to outdoor gyms and play pokemon go. I have started going to raids and the people in my local raid group are nice and interesting to talk to. I play DnD (though my DM might be sick this week), I do theater, I try doing some schoolwork.

But I do really miss just being functional where i didn't have to make an effort in daily life. And I'll get back to that. But it is much nicer to not constantly have to try.

But I am capable of trying.

So mixed feelings all around.

Doing theater is one of the hobbies that I've stuck by the longest. I'm even going to be the leader of a youth group this year.

I've also gotten better at exercising, I try to swim three times a week, though its been more like two these past months. This fall I hope to do a bit more training at outdoor gym/obstacle courses. I recently tried it and it was rewarding working towards getting over an obstacle.

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