Feeling very disconnected lately. Even on Hubski, it seems like a lot of things I want to talk about or a lot of the viewpoints I currently hold do not line up with other people. Same thing is happening in real-space, maybe I'm self-alienating right now or becoming a bit more radical in my views. Not sure. But it's getting hard when it feels like you have nobody to talk to or spend time with on a whim because of that and geography.
You're right. I wrote that comment quickly at work and looking back at it now it doesn't come across like I meant. I was trying ascertain whether bfx felt that way due to lack of opportunity to share those feelings/views, or whether it was more a hesitation to share them. I probably should have written that. My apologies ButterflyEffect if the original reply was uncouth.
Definitely, thank you. To clarify, I'm not super worried about coming across like I'm not saying what I want. It's more of a feeling like nobody is listening or a lack of outlet of people with similar mindsets that are also friends at this point in time.
yeah, maybe I'm suffering from an ongoing expectation hangover. Keep trying to have conversations or raise points and nothing seems to be interpreted the way I intend (parse through recent posts/comments if you'd like). Or the wrong points are being focused on. Same deal outside of here. Doing all this stuff but it's not really mounting to much socially while meanwhile my existing relationships are kind of subsiding right now at the same time as developing a desire to do things that are more supportive of marginalized groups. maybe I just need more therapy shrug. this is some super cliched "I just got done watching Perks of Being a Wallflower" shit but Tugboat kind of sums up how I've been feeling lately. It's okay because my love for Galaxie 500 is true and tried.