yeah, maybe I'm suffering from an ongoing expectation hangover. Keep trying to have conversations or raise points and nothing seems to be interpreted the way I intend (parse through recent posts/comments if you'd like). Or the wrong points are being focused on. Same deal outside of here. Doing all this stuff but it's not really mounting to much socially while meanwhile my existing relationships are kind of subsiding right now at the same time as developing a desire to do things that are more supportive of marginalized groups. maybe I just need more therapy shrug. this is some super cliched "I just got done watching Perks of Being a Wallflower" shit but Tugboat kind of sums up how I've been feeling lately. It's okay because my love for Galaxie 500 is true and tried.