Struggleski. Had a large headache after two fairly bumpy flights yesterday, and a relationship argument because I A. Forgot to buy a concert ticket while I was on the East Coast, didn't think it would sell out, then it sold out. and B. Can't do dinner tonight because I was invited yesterday and already had plans for tonight and C. General issues with my availability.
Went to a wedding. It was nice! One woman I've known since pre-school, marrying a man I've known since 6th grade. They were so excited I flew across the country for this, and I was glad I did. But, at the same time, I didn't have the feeling that a wedding is something I might ever want. Kids, I definitely don't think I want. Even an officiated wedding, though, doesn't give me any sort of emotion. Maybe it's a shortcoming, maybe it can be attributed to being 26, but those are two things I struggle to reconcile with being in a long-term relationship.