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Today's Prompt - #6: Write as if you were someone else, annoyed with you.
I don't understand why he feels the need to be right all the time, it's okay to be wrong sometimes. He isn't a god. I mean regardless of whether we're right or wrong, sometimes it just doesn't fucking matter. Don't get me wrong I appreciate the occasional correction when I fuck up, but its his tone. Just so condescending, what is he trying to prove?
Oh, what's this then? Why do you have to be such a bitch. Half-invite me to this wedding, now you're backing out because of 'finances.' Finances? I could pay for both of us, airfare, air bnb, the whole thing. What's the real reason - you're not ready to come out for me? I want to meet your family. What, I'm a devil because of this? What's so wrong with me? I want to be loved, just like anybody else. This - you're just making excuses. Oh, tell me 'don't get your hopes up,' you mean, 'you're not permanent.' Fine then. I won't go. You're on your own. Why can't you hear what I am saying?
I'm back, but I can't do this one. Bad case of past self-doubt and present self-esteem issues. I'm saying this because I feel obligated to respond to the prompts. You (ref) said not to worry about it, but hey - I do. It's writing, and there's a freaking barrier for me to hop over to start doing it again. Prompts should help. It's a great prompt, though. Makes you think about yourself from the angle you don't take to consider often.