Ha, sorry hoss.
What can I say? I don't feel any different, she doesn't feel any different. We've been having conversations related to it for a while.
We were talking with her little cousins around the holidays and one of the middle-school aged boys asked me all wide eyed 'Wait, you asked my cousin to marry you? What if she said no?' and I had to explain to him that you don't just ask someone that question out of the blue. You have to talk about it first and make sure you want similar things in life.