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_refugee_  ·  3855 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Hubski, what did you learn about yourself from your last relationship?

My life is a horror story. This person has now texted me telling me he is going to be catching a train to Virginia on Monday...just like me! He wants to know when my train is scheduled so we can ride together.

I have not spoken to him since Monday when I told him I was not sending him mixed signals by ignoring his invitations to come over on Sunday night, and also that I would see him this upcoming weekend when he could give me my things and I would give him a piece of my mind. Immediately before that I told him I was two inches away from blocking his number. Immediately before that I was yelling at him.

I will now be taking the train that requires me to wake up at 4 AM because I don't care, I'm not sitting next to or near this motherfucker for five hours.

Clearly he expects our conversation this weekend to go completely the opposite way that it will.

It makes me wonder what his last relationship was like that he so completely disregards my anger and emotions. It makes me wonder how the hell it lasted two years.





lil  ·  3855 days ago  ·  link  ·  

All hubski is rooting for you. Here's some inspiration:

(even though he's obviously not your lover, it's still a great song.)

_refugee_  ·  3855 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Grew up loving S&G. First song I ever really "heard" was Cecilia. - You know what I mean by "heard." We hear things all our life. But that first time you hear something and pay cognizant attention to it? "Cecilia" for me, for music.