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Quatrarius  ·  315 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: November 13, 2019

hi hübsch - i just keep on living eh? decided that i should skitter back in here for a while

i went to japan for a language program over the summer, gonna be able to graduate in 3 years now (so that's nice). i'd love to head back but i'm not sure i want to live there enough to be an eternal honkyjin

relationship number 1 worked out for a yearish but we grew apart, which is a shame, but it happens - Boy the Second has been found and is very sweet so i guess you can't gain without loss

i got a job in september, thinking about quitting - having money is nice but the bosses and scheduling practices are miserable - i'm taking 18 credits like a dickweed as well so that was a mistake

speaking of mistakes, i tried to go off my antidepressants and boy oh boy that was an extended nightmare- i'm back on but those fellas take time to take effect so i'm still sitting sad, but i guess it was worth a try despite being a horrible failure

i lost about 15 pounds while i was in japan (thanks, campus gym and limited groceries) but i gained at least 10 of em back (thanks dominos 2-topping medium pizzas for 5.99 each), but at least a little chunk of that might be muscle or at least better-placed fat than before because i kept up the gymgoing here before i got kicked in the dick with the whole can't-get-out-of-bed thing

right now i'm sleeping a lot and trying to find lots of opportunities to laugh, otherwise i don't have much in me. love to you all.

goobster  ·  314 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Welcome back, and I love the term hübsch!

elizabeth  ·  314 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Eii look who's back! Thanks for stopping by :)

thenewgreen  ·  314 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Thank you for stopping by, it's nice to hear from you. I have gained some weight as of late too, but unlike you it's not In the right places. It's pretty much all in the ole gut. Hang in there re the meds. All things said, it sounds like you are incredibly self aware. That's something most people can't claim. Good luck with #2 :)

kleinbl00  ·  314 days ago  ·  link  ·  

Good to see you again. You have been missed.