This really resonates with me. I am definitely a (2) in that scenario. Crippling depression and anxiety to boot. Definitely want to make positive changes in my life, however I will admit that in my current state of well-being, apathy is not only easier but the default mode of living. This is my first comment here on hubski, and I joined just to respond to your reply, but I am greatly looking forward to being a part of the community.