Got hard stuck on this tune from Brazil this past week, listened to it probably over 300 hundred times. I had a very cathartic dance session that first day. While moving to the music, I remembered what it felt like to dance with a former partner I had when living in Valencia, Spain last year. It was a rather toxic relationship that germinated in the aftermath of separating from my wife, after being together for 14 years. The dancing brought up all the energy that had brought me to that point in life, culminating in a glorious weeping session. After, I was then able to reclaim the dance energy as my own. This tune facilitated quite a beautiful experience.
I am very sorry to hear that, Blob. But it sounds like you have handled it as well as anyone could... Man, we all just have so much to work on. I take stock every day and react but the bag doesn't get smaller.
Dig the tune, thanks for sharing. culminating in a glorious weeping session
Men don't do this enough. It can be the emotional equivalent of a rebirth. Maybe once every 5 years this spontaneously happens for me. Happened recently, from a place of intense gratitude. I cried for maybe 3 minutes, but it was intense and it was needed. As Flaming Lips so aptly said in, "Do You Realize," That happiness Makes You Cry