she values and appreciates life and love The apple doesn't fall far from the tree!
BF is amazing. and that makes all the difference. It feels like I'm being my most authentic self in this relationship and life. This makes me happy. I remember when we first met and the place you were in. You've come a long ways. We all have.
Though, to play hockey, as we say on hubski, that is to express ourselves creatively in order to avoid panic attacks -- I'm not doing so brilliantly, yet. I'm still hiding beneath the table. My friend that told me she hid beneath the table as a child said that if she could go back in time she would have carved words beneath the wood of the table so she could go back as an adult and remember why she was hiding there. If you have to be "under the table," maybe do some writing about why you're down there. Love you, lil. Onward!