YouTube video talking about it all
The documentation of my hypomanic episode epiphany Hand written insanity: http://imgur.com/a/59vYU Text transcript:
Through my research into the INTJ personality type, I have found my life purpose, and the only goal for my life -
To become a world-famous film director.
May the glorious souls of Allan Turing, Nikola Tesla and Stanley Kubrick ever be with me for ever and ever; amen.
Cool ~ You could probably tweak it a little bit - maybe inflate the message, add a darker tone and use it as a social commentary to speak against the initial message. Sometimes the best attack against an idea is to present it honestly and flesh it out and expose it fully. I made some YouTube videos coming out as a homo, 'gay sda' - like Mormon/JehovasWitness-craziness, and I left it up online even though I threw religion away a long time ago - it's part of my heritage anyway even though all that is irelevant to my life - and others may relate to my past self even if I don't anymore..
Hello pushka, quite interesting your vision for the future. What sort of films are you interested in making or what sort of topics catch your eye? I'm quite similar in the sense that I'm very critical of film. The girlfriend doesn't like to watch movies with me because I'm pointing things out that are wrong or just plain ridiculous. A very serious congratulations for finding something to ignite your passion. I hope to do the same one day.
I have the ability to some extent to switch off my brain while watching some movies and just go along with the non-sense-making, but I just love subtlety and quiet emotion and seriousness and darkness and aesthetically-pleasing-things, art, and I hate what fills a lot of media: dumb humor which is so non-subtle, obvious/blunt and spoon fed to the audience - no sense of discovering something, or feeling like it's thoughtful - cheezy jokes thrown into overly dramatic action.. My favourite medium is the paper book, and I love the feeling of going through and finishing a book - and I'd like to translate that to film. I'm writing concepts and scene visions daily, and so far I'm inspired by the dystopian genre which I've been reading - and being thrown back to dark-fairytale books I read in the past~ I love and hate what seems like everything - so if I had a budget, amazing crew of pros, was the supreme dictator of a set; I'd be in heaven - I'd be happy directing a music video, or film of any kind (maybe not comedy/action..) Thank you for your congratulations - best of luck finding your passions~!