I do try to see others, and I've realized that EVERY GIRL in my old class was kind of, well, broken. I know i might sound dramatic but my teacher confirmed it. She basically had a big speech about actually making sure your teenager eats prepared for the parent-teacher meeting and said we were very exhausting to deal with.

I have been treated as a prophet by my friends for saying thing like;

"Well [teacher] is probably pissed off at you because she had Lyme disease last week and because she has 3 toddlers. I'm pretty sure she has more important things to worry about than you being bitchy at her. Don't take it personally."

When they wondered if a teacher hated them. Like yes I'm sure you are the most important thing on her mind right now the first year after getting back to work after having twins.

I can get along with people if i try, but recently I just feel like sleeping forever.This is most likely due to the fact that I have a fever and it feels like my head is splitting apart. I'm very grumpy right now since I wont be able to go to school tomorrow if this continues and I actually felt like going for a change. So yes. Very grumpy, very terrible twosie.

There is a Swedish woman who says amazing things on the topic of emotions. Like basically "don't worry about emotions, you get new ones all the time".