Except that I would have spelled "Tell" correctly. (Snicker) 8bit, do the National Novel Writing Month -- but send _refugee_ and me little pieces of it for spelling. I can do little bits at a time for distraction. Oh speaking of distraction. I have 60 or 70 short essays to mark. That's why I'm so busy on hubski today.
They all always come out as garbage. It's only in the edit that words gain anything. Let them be garbage. Let the garbage flow through you. When I write a story I usually have to write 1-2 pages of NONSENSE, drivel, meandering, just plain and simple nothing more than words before I realize what I want to say. I just have to shit or vomit it all out on paper. It's much later that everything becomes good, and cohesive, and maybe says what I want it to say. Just getting it all down in the first place - that's the work.