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b_b  ·  3882 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Lil's Book of Questions: When Have You Felt the Most Free?

I would say exactly at this moment. Seriously.

I have more obligations than when I was younger, but they don't feel restrictive in any way. I have more love and more money in my life right now than I thought possible until very recently, and these things are both quite liberating. This certainly isn't as romantic as thinking about the open road as a youngster, but I wouldn't trade my life now for the one I had where I used to follow around Phish and scrounge for enough money to buy a grilled cheese in the parking lot. That was fun as hell, but my options were limited. Right now, I can go anywhere, do anything I want. mk and I are on our way to a business trip oversees in a couple weeks. What's freer than a free trip with a good friend to an awesome part of the world to go freely talk about science with a bunch of other science nerds who are there for the same reason? Life couldn't get any better, I'm afraid.





lil  ·  3881 days ago  ·  link  ·  

yeah, now is good.

Of course if one is not feeling free right now, it might be worth asking:

Are my chains of my own choosing and worth wearing because of the benefits they bring (e.g. a job, a family)?

Are my chains not of my choosing and can they be broken by a change of belief or behaviour?

Were my chains once of my own choosing (e.g. addictions), but now enslave me?

and so on.