thank you for your suggestion, francopoli! :D

hi, so what do u feel when u planned to go to art but then u changed your mind? do u feel disappointed at first? what makes you changed your plan? how long have u planned to be an art student? sorry for asking too many :P but i really need everybody's pov :)

thanks for your story, so i think if i'm attending art school, i'll be one of those no talent guys.. because i honestly never really know what i'm interested in except in art, or what am i good at. i think my life is really flat, i study what teacher teach me in school, and its all about textbooks, right? i love to read articles on the internet, and i enjoy watching youtube. i spend most of my weekends on youtube. and yeah i think i should really open up my eyes even more about life. because its not as nice and easy as that i think maybe!

anyway if i may know, what was it like to study arts in university? is it tiring? do u have a hard time? anyway thank you for sharing :D

that's nice to hear that u get a really nice job :)

well, my sisters and brother studied business management, but i really never interested in math or even business, its just not my way. i do prefer something that involve creativity and drawings and etc.. i think i really should reconsider everything!

if i may know, how do u feel when u realize that being a teacher is just your expectation? because i think its going to be my turn soon...? :)

i'm glad to hear that, because i never discuss this kind of thing with my family, friends and not even my boy friend. idk why, i just thought that i'm not really comfortable to share my stories with the person i know.. do u have any idea how to find out something new maybe? :D

hmm i'm not quite sure about that. my parents willing to pay the tuition for me, but sometimes i do really think that its too expensive, so that i'm also looking for a job to earn some money..

both my sisters and my brother studied business management, but i dont really have interest in it.

i prefer something that using creativity. i do like movies and films, so i was once considered to take films school, but again, its also quite too expensive.. i love to read, but never really try to write a book by myself.. i'm quite a shy person, but also i can get socialize easily.. there's never gonna be a way for me to be a presenter, haha. because i can't even do presentation well in class, not to mention in front of public right? :D is there any other way for me to find some new interest? i think i'm quite stuck for now, because to be an art student is one of my life goal tbh :)

tbh, i know it sounds stupid, i really like arts, but i never ever take art classes in my high school, not even why.. and, the next sad part is that maybe i'm a little overwhelmed whenever i saw someone who draws better than me, or have a greater idea than me, and it really make me down, i feel like i'll never do anything better than them. and well i think i should really think twice about it and explore new things... :)

well i'm still in my 2nd term of college, which means i still have around a year to attend the real university.. i know its sound pretty annoying to know that i still have a long journey, and i can think about it later on. but yeah i'm a little perfectionist maybe.. i always planning about what should i do in the future. even though i'm still 18, but i just can't really enjoy my life if i'm not planning anything about my future. i'm just afraid to face the truth, even though i have no idea what will happen in my future.. but yeah i think i should really open up my mind and see if i have any other interests! :)

unfortunately, the college i'm attending is not completely only for art students. the majority of students are chinese here, and which is why it makes me even more lack of self confident. i can speak chinese but not as fluent as them, that's why i can feel loneliness in my life, and that's where i started to over-thinking about what to do in the future. i know it is only my 2nd term of college, which means that i still have around a year to attending the real university life.. but well tbh i'm a little perfectionist, and i always plan anything i do before doing something. that's why i started to think whether i'm really fit to be an art student :)