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I've been feeling very guilty lately.
I moved in with my ex almost a year ago, and we got back together. We were both 18 and it was a great 6 months, but then she cheated on me. After a nasty breakup which ended with her somehow making me out to be the bad guy I fell into a deep depression.
Then I found out she was slandering me to our mutual friends. That was when I swore revenge.
After a month long campaign with my new allies at my back, I emerged as the clear victor. I finally made her cry a few days ago when I told her that her brother, whom she admires, knew she cheated and "Sometimes I wish you could have seen the look of disappointment on his face."
I feel like the fallout with her friends and family, the judgment, is warranted as a consequence of cheating, but I think I am still a bad person for leading the charge against her. Before all of this happened, before I swore revenge, I wondered if it would be worth it to get back at her. Only time can tell if it was worth it.
I've been looking for something like this for so long. Thank you!