quiet week at the bar. here are a bunch of poems i wrote in the last bit
in quiet streets
i set up shop
with woven sheets
and bottletops
with shuddered breath
and stuttered sigh
from poisoned chest
to passersby
i pull him out
that devil seed
the gripping want
the frantic need
to break my back
to suck my sap
to find a lack
and make it laugh
i bottle it
go down the road
how easy with
just half the load
—
can i get an amen
can’t i catch a break
i chase it up top
i forgot about the storm
i’m swallowing spit
and my eyes are dry
but it's warm and it's ball one
and the coin flips over
my lungs ache and my heart melts
and it comes up heads
why not give it a try
amen
—
and to all the different kinds of blue
the refuse of a happy tune
the one that comes in afternoons
the now, the never, sometime soon
on waves that tumble to the bay
the green, marine, and robin’s egg
and even mixed with bitter grey
i love you more than i can say
—-
the better than the better is
the trade you trade for knowledges
the mix you mix with sour grapes
(however long that it will take)
to clarify or to begin
to find out where to follow him
–
dog with a bone
all alone
watch her run
watch her roam
mom’s not home
chew the bone
watch her
as she checks her phone
—--
create the world!
enjoy its light!
ignite your flame
to rule its night!
escape the bed, the frame, the trite
and fight the forest with a knife!
—-----
Juliet, 25
sees the ways her lover lied.
—--
i know you
perfect blue
perfect dawn
perfect you
keep me warm
keep me true
perfect love
perfect blue
—--
eye of the needle
watching over me
feverings and visions
tongue stitches
taking lashes
bearing new fruit
—--
hello the halfmoon
that grows when it splits
hello the hart
that the hunter will miss
hello to apemen
picking up tools
hello to apricot
mixed in the gruel
—--
lung splitter
back snapper
gut ripper
leg cracker
little creature
growing old
can you fit
a better mold?
—--
net cast the fish float adrift to be pulled in might be relief
—--
one fine december morning
skies dark, the train is empty
closed circuit captured, strutting
tall man inspects his weapon
i will say i definitely have my favorites and my least favorites out of these but i defer to the reader on which ones they think are which