Came in for my cardiological visit, saw a different doctor, walked away and waved in next patient. Fool me once and all that. I mean, I know that sooner or later I'll have to visit someone else but fuck that guy with a rake. I'm one seminar presentation and one exam from being able to defend my theses. Both are in less than two weeks, and I only want to get it over with. This is so fucking stupid. I can recite most of my notes and textbooks backwards, but some fucked up part of my brain still thinks I'm not prepared enough. Fortunately, there's a lot more to pass on chemistry, so that takes my mind away from other things. EDIT: I went to another doctor. She also wanted to meddle with my meds but seemed to understand my reluctance. Or at least it didn't bother her to the point where she wouldn't give me a refill.