You're right: it is an unhealthy worldview, it is bullshit that I was saying when I was writing the post and I am not appreciative of others' help as much as I ought to be. I don't have the healthy marks, or milestones, in my head to measure myself against, so I appreciate you calling me out in such a way that doesn't diminish or disrespect me while providing a healthy, meaningful, thoughtful perspective. I find people at Hubski healthy mentally, even those depressed, so it's no wonder I come here looking for attention.

So far, I haven't learned a better way to call others than to raise a shitstorm and see who stays around despite, which I recognize to be a bad practice that will alienate many of those who'd otherwise stay and provide an advice or even something beyond that, but I don't know how to do better. I also keep hoping to find here something that will set my mind straight; I don't have such resources around me unless I go out of my way to piss people off, which isn't desirable. Here, people speak their mind up and will tell far more eagerly if I mess up and where if I did. I wish that I'd know of a better way to reach out to people, especially to such a thoughtful and thought-provocative collective as Hubski.

There's much more to the problem than what I've listed, of course. As such, I know it might be a stretch to ask, but - don't filter my posts; instead, look at them and tell me what did I get wrong. I could use a healthy perspective very much, especially when I'm in a shitty mood and willing to drag others along with me. This, too, isn't healthy, and I could use someone sticking a branch into my side at those moments.

Whether you will do that, I appreciate you coming here and calling me out in a respectful manner.