School starts on monday and I'm actually kinda exicited. I'll have to start a new class, with people who are actually my age and not a year older since I'm re-doing this year. I'm not super pumped about that - I'll miss my friends and I wont be going to university for another two years.

Hopefully this year will be less stressful -I've done it before. Mostly. After getting sick this winter my doctor recommended slowly going back to school and that's what I was doing this term. My results of course suffered a bit since I wasn't focused on studying but I didn't fail any classes and the decition to redo this year was mostly becuase I really did not want to be stressed out of my mind.

So academically I think it'll be fine. I think it will be fine socially to - I've gotten better at interacting with people and also my school is such a nice and friendly place that I feel comfortable eating alone in the cafeteria. So it'll be fine.

But I actually feel exited to go back to school and I haven't felt like that for a couple of years. So it feels really nice to be looking forward to school and normal life starting than to already be counting the days until next summer.

My joints have been a bit troublesome for the last month or so and that really sucks but I've been better prepared this time.