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comment by ButterflyEffect
ButterflyEffect  ·  3526 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: What do you miss, Hubski?

I'm going to keep this short and to two related things.

I miss my dad. I'm always going to miss my dad, and I think I'm going to miss him more and more the older I get. The pain numbs but it's replaced with more thoughts of "if only he was here right now". I miss not feeling like there's so much I could have and should have done when there was time.

I'm starting to miss bowling. Between lack of my dad supporting me and pushing me, a year of what was equivalent to D-1 bowling (it is for women's but not men's, despite bowling in the same tournaments...yay Title IX) and all the politics associated with that, and getting frustrated by the general attitude surrounding the sport at every level I got burned out. But I'm starting to recover.