My girlfriend is having her gallbladder removed this week. It's a very routine outpatient operation, but I admit I'm terrified for her. We've been together quite a while, but this is the first time either of us has had to be hospitalized for anything.

Also, I'm working for a pretty small company right now that is growing pretty rapidly. I've been trying to break out of my shell a bit more and show intent on growing with the company, which apparently has been working. Overall management has been really supportive of me and have approached me for a couple promotions over the last year. Recently It has happened again. They ultimately want me in a position that will require a lot of training and will have considerably more responsibilities.

It's incredibly nice to see the vote of confidence and support the company is providing. But damn, I am incredibly anxious about it. I know my bosses will be available all the time to answer questions and support me, and I feel confident that I can learn what needs to be done if I work hard. But I think I'm still terrified that I'll be in a position with a team looking up to me. I struggle to find the confidence needed to be a good leader and be in charge.

Overall I'm pretty stressed and excited about everything.