I look at the world around knowing that what i see and feel through my senses is nothing more than my brains reinterpretation of the real world that is beyond my senses and wonder if there is more to this world than what shadows are cast upon my senses. Its a beautiful symphony directed by the power of my life to create a world around me and at the same time a sinister nightmare of feeling trapped by my own limitations as a human being. What is life for me. Its the sum of it's parts, all these tiny bits that make up what is me gave me the gift of being counsciouss about being alive. Wnating to live forever and at the same time longing for it to be over... My mind is free, i can do anything i choose to do. Nothing matters unless i decide it matters, i am my own god. But then again all these indoctrinated habits of behavior forced upon me by reward and consequence locks me in a cage forged by the nature of my brain. Must break free and gain back the power of free will i had at childhood. Fuck memories, Fuck authority, Fuck every order laid upon me by society created by human believing themselfs to be above me. I treat all like equals to me, and if they think otherwise about me, then let the strongest win.