This song always evokes a visceral reaction from me, Hoodwink’d is kind of a formative album for me. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed, but I also wouldn’t say I’m doing great mentally these past few weeks. I’m not sure what triggered this yet, but I’m in a state of some level of disengagement from...almost everything. I’m managing a team of 130 or so employees and getting great results but feeling burnt out from my entirely non routine hours, each day is in and out at different hours, and have a counterpart on our day shift who does not work remotely similar to the way I work. Frustrating.

Outside I’m just ready to get back to exploring the mountains, myself, and trying to do some hard and fun things. Things are more frustrating than fun right now and that’s not healthy, but spring is around the corner...despite skiing 20 days so far this season it has felt like half the amount I would have liked. Being a multi sport athlete is something I’m still figuring out.

Was behind a large funeral today on the way to work. Three motorcycle cops, three limos, and a good half mile of cars. Guess somebody important must have died? Too bad we don’t all get that kind of send off.