Been kind of bummed lately but I'm going up to Seattle for a few days this weekend and realizing that the way my job works makes it kind of a sprint since I'm spending 3ish months in each business department. Part of being bummed is because I miss the East Coast a lot and my friends a lot, did a fantasy football draft with about 10 good friends and it was great to see them via hangouts while we did it. Which made me realize that I function best when time is tight and I have to work, run, to accomplish things. The high-stress high-reward environment is what I've conditioned myself to and I'm learning that too much downtime and too much time spent not doing at work / not seeing people outside of work contributes a lot (almost entirely) to how I'm feeling emotionally. The more you know.