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Killerhurtz  ·  3208 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Survival and mental health in a capitalistic world

I have to be entirely honest.

I don't, not really.

I just pretend to do - do what I need to do - to keep those around me afloat.

But as soon as I don't need to anymore? I'm already fucked halfway-to-there enough so that when I have the money, I'm just going to buy things - materials, tools, better hardware - to just forget how fucked this whole thing is. And when I can't distract myself anymore, I'm not sure I'll want to be of this world anymore.