Thanks a lot man, that means a lot to me. You have no idea (or maybe you do) how good it feels to know people out there have been where we are and to be able to relate to other people. Yeah, I've had to do this too. I've always been somewhat co-dependent on other people's wellbeing for my own but when this happened I just stopped having enough energy to deal with everyone else and with myself. I actually had to cut some people away during this and they were doing me more harm than good. Some of them I reconnected with recently, and some I haven't. It's life though, and sometimes you just have to focus on yourself. You shouldn't go around helping other people at your own expense. Thanks a lot man. You seem like a cool dude too, and I hope the best for you.