Beautiful song. I just remembered the name of the singer. A friend of mine told me about her a while ago. Somehow I feel like the circle has closed (I am not sure if this expression is used in english).

To add to my story from the last thread, last monday was my third and possible most intense MDMA session.

This time, it was not at a party. A friend of mine invited me to a "session" as he and his friends called it. I am very careful about what I take. So I tested the substance with a Marquis reagent, it turned dark purple/black, suggesting that at least the majority of the powder was indeed MDMA.

I arrived there at 8pm., 10 minutes later, he handed us a dish wish pre-measured pills. 70mg a pill. I told him how to dose it up and told them to take 140mg each and 70mg after 2 hours if they felt alright,

And so we did, about 2 hours later we reached our peak.

This time it was different. The people were nice while sober but VERY open while high, which I did not expect. So I did what I always wanted to do, "guide" the session.

They usually just listen to music and talk about what physical effects they experienced, not aware about the strong entheogenic effect of the substance.

We started with a circle, standing, holding each others hands. I started giving pulses with my right hand that they had to follow. First only one, then two, and so on. Untill we reached a point where every 2 seconds one would send a pulse. It felt amazing. It felt like energy was flowing between us and we were connected (7 people in total).

Next I told them to put their hands in the middle of the circle and grab onto each others hands, holding their eyes closed. And then lean back, to feel like the group is holding every one of us. AMAZING feeling.

We then sat in a circle and I told them a story about a walk on a sunny day. I felt how everyone was experiencing everything I was telling them.

Additionally, I had my shisha/hookah with me, it is nice to feel cold smoke enter your lungs. I also had some LED poi with me, which they also enjoyed.

It was an unexpectedly awesome night with pretty awesome people.

I think many people in this world need a nudge like this.

If I think about it, some people never actually experience something like this, and it makes me sad :(