Hi， thenewgreen, You made me think that its interesting of being young ,that you understand what's suppose to be waiting ahead （the parental version of future prospect ）, yet you have faith in your strength and space for miracle (all the people who finally made it shares the same experience, just step out and doing little by little, other wise you will grow old in regret, ect. ) Those who holds the faith and persists despite harshness in real life do have strong will , which i wish i could have someday. I've read a quote that said(paraphrase), life wear down your skin(surface), grows your heart, not the opposite. it is all romantic saying than doing it in person, the adversity will make the result beautiful anyway. Good luck with you too. Nice to have you in Hubski as well!