So I now have a very nice lady MD shoving drugs into my body. She's 60ish, bible quotes all over the office, very sweet, and knows her shit. This is important for the story I am about to tell. Talking in a room about the impacts of medications. MD: Are you noticing anything that I need to know about? Side effects etc? ME: I see online that one of the side effects is personality changes and I've noticed that a bit. MD: What do you mean? ME: My real core personality is getting harder to suppress. MD: Oh, it can't be that bad, can it? What do you consider your "core personality" (She used finger quotes!) ME: More of a bitter angry cunt. MD: Silence. Face starts to slack, eyes dart toward door. ME: OH, sorry, didn't mean to be rude, but that is the best description. Silence. ME: I grew up Irish Catholic. MD: Ohhhhhhh OK, I think I understand. The Human Endocrine system is a set of feedbacks onto feedbacks wrapped in a chemical soup of controls that is a bitch and a half to fix when it gets out of whack. Don't be like me kids. To facilitate the understanding of not making the same mistakes I've met I offer you these observations. 1. Don't have lower middle class/poor parents. 2. Don't live in poverty. 3. Don't be homeless. 4. Eat well, exercise and if possible don't work manual labour.