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Outset  ·  3289 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Hubski, What are you working on right now?

I'm trying to learn how to program so that I can one day move into a better career.

The problem is, I don't have enough time, energy or willpower to really commit my mind to anything because my full time, dead-end call centre job is sapping everything from me in frequent bursts. On most days when I've arrived home from work, I've been exhausted and fallen asleep shortly after arriving home.

Then there's lots of other things making me feel like shit and demotivating me hugely, such as my very unsuccessful love life, where I feel like I should give up on dating and ever having any attraction or feelings towards anyone; or the fact that everything else takes up my schedule.

Overall, I just feel demotivated, lethargic and tired all the time.