Isn't waiting for school to be over just another condition? Won't there be something else afterwards? Why not start loving yourself now, no matter the situation?
I was in a similar position as you as I just graduated in June. Once I learned how much debt I was in, I hated myself for deciding to get that piece of paper. I have, for the most part forgiven myself for that. I've learned that there really are advantages to that piece of paper, whether it should be so or not. Hmm, that's interesting for you to have that realization. I think it might be healthy to at least allow yourself some happiness. Yes, being content while others are starving may not be the best, but realizing how nice our current situation in this country is should allow some happiness.