How does your psychiatrist feel about you using psilocybin? I would imagine he/she/they must be pretty leery since they can't delineate everything about it as they can with anti-psychotics.
What is 95% to you? A rare persecutory delusion that passes by as a single thought?
Do you always keep hold of insight throughout episodes? Do you still believe your delusions were 100% true in retrospect, despite the rational part of you knowing that they are delusions?
I kind of dislike asking this question... but... there was a post here a while back (which I cannot find) which said, essentially, that the NSA was harming the mentally ill with programs that live up to their fears. Did Snowden's confirmation of what many paranoid delusionals fear affect you at all? Aside from possibly bringing you more work :)
Why don't you like talking about this stuff under your actual account? The stigma?