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Something is going very wrong. I don't know if its drugs, psychology or the extensive damage shingles did to my nervous system, but something is very wrong. I feel as though I'm unraveling. Things that were coherent and reasonable now seem diaphanous and silly. I lose myself for hours in arguments with people determined to spread plague and harm others and literally am unable to stop until I've burned myself out. I miss meals, medication. It keeps me up into the wee hours of the night until the tranquilizers finally kick in. I speak, English comes out, but not understanding. I worry that this is how it feels to lose your mind. Already discussed with my therapist. Just worried.