Something is going very wrong.
I don't know if its drugs, psychology or the extensive damage shingles did to my nervous system, but something is very wrong.
I feel as though I'm unraveling. Things that were coherent and reasonable now seem diaphanous and silly. I lose myself for hours in arguments with people determined to spread plague and harm others and literally am unable to stop until I've burned myself out. I miss meals, medication. It keeps me up into the wee hours of the night until the tranquilizers finally kick in.
I speak, English comes out, but not understanding.
I worry that this is how it feels to lose your mind.
Already discussed with my therapist. Just worried.