hi hübsch - i just keep on living eh? decided that i should skitter back in here for a while
i went to japan for a language program over the summer, gonna be able to graduate in 3 years now (so that's nice). i'd love to head back but i'm not sure i want to live there enough to be an eternal honkyjin
relationship number 1 worked out for a yearish but we grew apart, which is a shame, but it happens - Boy the Second has been found and is very sweet so i guess you can't gain without loss
i got a job in september, thinking about quitting - having money is nice but the bosses and scheduling practices are miserable - i'm taking 18 credits like a dickweed as well so that was a mistake
speaking of mistakes, i tried to go off my antidepressants and boy oh boy that was an extended nightmare- i'm back on but those fellas take time to take effect so i'm still sitting sad, but i guess it was worth a try despite being a horrible failure
i lost about 15 pounds while i was in japan (thanks, campus gym and limited groceries) but i gained at least 10 of em back (thanks dominos 2-topping medium pizzas for 5.99 each), but at least a little chunk of that might be muscle or at least better-placed fat than before because i kept up the gymgoing here before i got kicked in the dick with the whole can't-get-out-of-bed thing
right now i'm sleeping a lot and trying to find lots of opportunities to laugh, otherwise i don't have much in me. love to you all.