The biggest thing that makes me anxious about traveling is that I'm not actually sure what I like doing that I could just do at home. You know in how in your last vlog you're like "I'm sorry for complaining about being at the beach?", I totally feel like that whenever I go out- cause I don't really enjoy much, and I feel like I should be enjoying things. I try to work in different cafes all the time, but I'm still me on the internet, so that doesn't really work. I'm totally thinking about the hostel idea though, it's a little silly because there's only one right next to the art space I frequent a lot, but a new lot of people would be good for me. Sometimes it clicks when I go out, sometimes I feel like I'm never going to be seen again and I can finally act comfortable in my skin.