I really hope that you have an honest and critical attitude to this. I've seen the destruction that anorexia can bring and I really don't wish that on anyone. Well, last time I commented that I didn't knew what I wanted. I've had some amazing weeks where I feel like I have progressed quite a lot on this. There are some exciting steps that I'm taking to make next year even better than this one, and maybe progress is all I really need. We'll see. Right now I am just struggling with what's important to me. Am I really learning or just doing busy work? How do I know that what I do matters? How do I know I'm good at skills, how do I know those are important to me? But I'm making progress, both in those questions and in my life. That's good, I think.I want to be thinner. I don't think I will ever satisfy this want.
For those of you who participated last time, it might be useful to consider this a chance to update us.