I enjoyed merzbow. I love Aube and PanSonic and early Swans - Filth / Cop etc. The reason I say that is I've listened to a lot of music many (most) people find inaccessible. Art for me is in the eye of the beholder. Once you've made your creation, whatever your motivation was and whatever you've tried to express with it, it's out of your hands. Maybe people will find the same or similar meaning in your work but you have no right to expect that. Having said that, this is beyond me. I can't imagine what she's trying to express here and that's perfectly OK. It doesn't have top speak or appeal to me but it does make me wonder what people that do appreciate this see? What meaning is she trying to express? Anyone care to comment to help this philistine understand at least a little?