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Devac  ·  1134 days ago  ·  link  ·    ·  parent  ·  post: Pubski: March 10, 2021

I've been on various heart medications, with only short breaks from them, since turning five(?), so it's a different, long-internalized perspective. What stopped me from getting psychiatric help earlier is that congenital defects can't conceivably be my fault. Idea of being of shitty body and mind just demoralized me further, which is irrational on its own anyway.

Thank you for saying all that. It helps me ground what's going on if it makes sense.