Don't tap out. We need you, Q. And I personally require your sensibilities; not enough memers around here. But I feel you 100% when it comes to feeling like "things are falling apart and you have no future". My wife and I are more or less completely disinclined to have children because of how we perceive the world's current state of affairs.
Vote with me. I think and hope it's gonna be Sanders. Warren and Yang are in my "tier 2". If it's Biden or someone else, lamesauce, but whatever, Trump has to go. Basically any not-Trump gets my vote, because they're gonna need it after he tries to rig the election, and then delegitimizes the results if he loses.
Nurse your optimism. And then, if you have a surplus, send me some.