I've had the privilege of installing Windows 10 6 times in the past week. On the one hand, this is the trade-off for usually having nothing to do except read or work on homework. On the other hand, Jesus Christ I'm so done.
Reconsidering university. The idea of studying feels very dumb right now, which is great timing considering classes start on Monday. Trying to hold off on making judgements; if nothing else, I kinda have to survive at least one semester (although dropping out after that would also be pretty stupid. On the other hand, sunk cost fallacy and such).
I also don't really know what else I would do. Probably work in a kitchen somewhere, play music on free evenings. Disappoint my dad but be happy. (Fun real quote from him: "If you end up working in a kitchen somewhere for the rest of your life and it makes you happy, that's great. But I gotta be honest, I would feel like it was a colossal waste of your life." Thanks, pops.)