I've been low key depressed for a couple weeks. It's preferable to the depression I get sometimes where I only move to go to the bathroom or smoke but it's still pretty shitty. I'm not even working my way out of it by being an adult a few times a day as is my general strategy in this situation. After two years of bullshit, disappointment and discouragement I might be stuck like this for a while, not wanting to do anything or having energy to do things I enjoy. It's very meh and there's not any solace in the fact that crippling depression and manic psychosis are worse.