I'm at the point where I'm likely closer to the age of our interns' parents than to the interns. I don't feel old, but apparently I am.
Some days I feel like I am winning at the game... and others I feel like I've already lost.
Lately I feel less like this. It's the running and hiking. I've lost both of them before I started. It's a different perspective for me, and I feel mentally healthier for it. Knowing I'll never be the best makes it easier to try to be ok.