2016 was a pretty good year for me, but damn my mental health is a bitch. I'm pretty sure I have some form of depression, and that shit sucks. Therapy is far too expensive, so I gotta learn to cope on my own. Trying to talk myself out of corners, and it's been so unbelievably exhausting. This is something I've sort of wrestled with for years, but this year I graduated and the world just immediately got much larger. I found myself faced with all these question and no where near enough answers. My biggest issue is I can slip so deep sometimes into the hole where the rest of the world seems really bleak. Sometime I feel like I'm climbing up this muddy hill. If I don't make sure my footing is good I can lose a lot of ground. This shit sucks, but I don't give up because fuck that. 2016 definitely got the better of me at times, but 2017 better be ready for me.