I'm not even sure retirement is the right word. I just had this dream of 'The Cabin' growing up, somewhere I can fall back on if it all goes tits up, and as I get older I realize the only thing standing between me, a stop at home depot, and a cabin, is figuring out how to buy land, and make sure I can buy it and keep it without having to keep paying someone else for the right to just live. And dating, I just don't know. I feel like I've been through every phase of trying to be something else to get girls, (Including a brief period as an 'asshole' which lost me my virginity and a lot of self-esteem) now I'm just very direct, I try to be as sweet and thoughtful as comes naturally. (I'm a, long stemmed rose on the first date, kind of guy, and bouquet's when I remember them)