Hey. No worries. Please go easy on yourself. Everyone's life is disintegrating. I'm basically a pathological liar and a deeply unhappy person. I have a very negative mindset and it comes up on the internet. Only very recently have I taken steps to overcome this, and it's very very hard.
Weirdly enough listening to that epic Biden speech where he quoted Seamus Heaney helped me. Overcome that deep sense of nihilism and depression that has plagued me in recent months, years. I don't even know. It all blends together at this point. I am getting old and fat and feel less like the person I once was.
Hubski is a deeply personal site. Comments here affect our emotions and I fear real world reprisal from oversharing. If this were elsewhere it would be "idgaf trolls trolling trolls." It's not and that's a good thing.
I don't have anything brilliant to add except maybe it's time to do that big thing I've always feared doing. Y'know, the album I was trying to make for the past 8 years. Maybe if I stick to that one thing everything horrible happening won't affect me so much.