I've been in an extra nostalgic mood lately. Maybe it's because there is nothing concrete to look forward to? I've been looking over old pictures quite a bit. Writing, and considering learning some basic code to make a non-wordpress website. One of those low-tech JSON blog type things. But I'm not sure i have anything worthwhile enough to say, that it deserves a special place on the internet as opposed to my notebook. Could be a cool winter project. I had a thought recently, about maybe wanting to learn a martial art? I feel I haven't been active enough in my recent years, and would benefit having a regular exercise routine. I used to walk a lot - especially when traveling. And bike to work and around town all summer. Less so now that I don't have places to go. I'm really dreading the winter, even if we bough ski passes. Something about the sun setting early, the coming cold and confinement makes me feel like i'm stuck. Like time is passing me by, and i'm not moving forward.
I am struggling with this more this year than any other time I can remember. I always notice it, but shrug it off. This year it feels like every night is a coming dread. I run low on energy and just want to go to sleep... but if I do, I'm up at 4am. blergh...Something about the sun setting early